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Adonaïs

July 9th, 2009 (06:46 pm)
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Peace, peace! he is not dead, he doth not sleep

He hath awakened from the dream of life
'Tis we, who lost in stormy visions, keep
With phantoms an unprofitable strife,
And in mad trance, strike with our spirit's knife
Invulnerable nothings. -We decay
Like corpses in a charnel; fear and grief
Convulse us and consume us day by day,
And cold hopes swarm like worms within our living clay.

The One remains, the many change and pass;
Heaven's light forever shines, Earth's shadows fly;
Life, like a dome of many-coloured glass,
Stains the white radiance of Eternity,
Until Death tramples it to fragments. - Die,
If thou wouldst be with that which thou dost seek!
Follow where all is fled! - Rome's azure sky,
Flowers, ruins, statues, music, words, are weak
The glory they transfuse with fitting truth to speak.

 - Percy Bysshe Shelley

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A Normal Day For Brian, A Man Who Died Everyday

July 9th, 2009 (06:28 pm)
thoughtful
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current location: bed
current mood: thoughtful
current song: i am not a robot - marina and the diamonds



I used to play my guitar as a kid wishing that I could be like him
But today I changed my mind I decided that I don't want to die
But it was a normal day for Brian
Rock and Roll's that way
It was a normal day for Brian, a man who died everyday


Pete Townshend

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miles davis says so what to pop music


well had my last week of school - holidays now!!
got results back but i forgot them.. sozzzzza.

i bought seinfeld season 5 - i love it so - classic eps - the indian, the clown, the puffy shirt.. brilliant.

went to matties on sat night. their group was there..
pretty good time. love matties house. good night drinking, went to the park, had d+ms with nicola lol. came home and met with lou and her friends. i love lou. her friends were nice too. watching wimbledon, i was making commentary about the shitness of the tv commentary. twas a good time. then watching rage with tess and some guy. mighty boosh quoting. paying out eddie perfect for his corny song choices. james brown came up - some delirious quotes there.
sleeping was fucking bad though. I went to the bathroom, and when i came back all the lights were out. i didnt want to disturb people and wasnt tired (was about 2am) so I hung out on the stairs. then went to the kitchen and go comfy on the chairs.. but then i was FREEEEZING.  finally moved to the living room and slept in the corner on the floor. freezing again and couldnt get comfortable so didnt sleep much, was hanging out for the morning.
finally most people were up and at 7.30 mum and mary arrived - so glad to leave lol.


driving to canberra.  i was driving for an hour but then had to stop. mum took over and we had a stop. then mary took over and mum had to navigate... mary had a big map but it was folded on the page where we had to go, mum started opening it up and ripped it, and mary was saying 'its on the right page! stop turning it!'  twas hilarious.  then we remembered 'handy gran' - lol - we were at lunch about 5 years ago, and anything people were asking for mary had it, so i called her a handy gran - mum anne and i were killing ourselves laughing, jero and mary were sitting there unamused and confused.
anyway, i kept falling asleep in the car.
stopped at gundaroo (lol) for lunch. pretty nice. i drove from there to canberra.
was evening, so looked around the place, went to coles. then made dinner at home. i fell asleep again. we had tim tams and garlic bread, i was so fucken satisfied.
watched music and lyrics... i dont really like it , but twas all that was on.


went to the national portrait gallery the next day for the vanity fair exhibition...  soo good.
interesting seeing them altogther. and the history of the mag - went from 1913 - 1935, but stopped due to failing funds b.c of the depression. it merged with vogue, then in 1983 new management started it up again.
they had some amazing people in the beginning years - charlie chaplin, jean harlow, bette davis etc, fred and adele astaire, hemingway, george bernard shaw, babe ruth, even virginia woolf lol
i dunno, i understand why they were there, it makes sense, i just wouldnt have thought of it..
anyway, i got the book of them all. theyre so cool, i love that mag.
shame they didnt operate in 50s/60s... couldve had some amazing phottos there.

laura drove home. stopped at berrima (we're there a lot, well whenever we go around there) and had lunch. really cool place.
i was driving home in the dark - pretty freaky considering i was on the fucking motorway!
i had to change lanes suddenly but no one would let me in, so i litteraly was stopped in the middle of the lane until it cleared. then i had to suddenly change lanes again but i just couldnt so we ended up in liverpool. mum and i were yelling, then we were in hysterics.
i had to drive around some backstreets untill i could stop and swap with mum.
reminded us of noosa, when we got lost to eumundi markets and were driving aimlessly lol.
mum was then driving and like 'god i just cant see!'  Mary was like 'pull over! I can see - Im the only one here capable of driving!'
the lighting and signage was just so poor on the motorway, god!

anyway, were dropping mary home, and mum was driving into marys driveway (which is steep) and mary starts laughing and saying 'Stop going to the left - youre going to go over the edge!' - her driveway is next to the front garden which is lower then the driveway.
then mum stopped and we were in hysterics again... mary tried to get out but kept falling back. mum couldnt figure out how to open the boot.
oh god it was a funny time
.

just been watching seinfeld.
went to the orthodontist today - got more glue on my wires. then hung around chatswood - went to borders, bought michael jackson rolling stone, empire mag and penguin books...
The art of war, The getting of wisdom, Frankenstein, Farewell my lovely, Tender is the night.
Id like to see me get through those, esp after my long pile of other books.. anyway, im happy.
Went to toyota - looking for possible cars for me. really like toyotas. like the yaris, may get it for my bday...
then had an eye check up (same place as ortho)  - apparently i need glasses. but just for reading the board (at school) and only when i really need em. Didnt like any of the glassses there, so have to go somewhere else... anyway...

Then went to Macquarie - wanted to go ice skating, but we got the timetable wrong - it said public school holidays but we went this week, although public school hols start next week... anyway... they didnt really advertise that properly and the woman there was a bitch and had bad earrings, so we blame it on them.
still successful though - went to jb and got Notting Hill.  The got a cheese sandwhich - best place for sandwiches.. god they drive me crazy!! then got coffee and donuts lol
oh, also got bonds undies (love the colours) and hubba bubba gum tape... havent had that in years!! i love it, you can just feel it damagin your teeth, with every fake grape bite!

just hung around at home.  easties is getting good - pats wedding coming up so danielles finally gunna tell ronnie that shes (dan's) her (rons) daughter... fucken finally.
also - twas the top model final tonight - and tahnee won!! Im so happy. If cassi won I wouldve complained to someone (well probs not, but still)
Mum and I were so fucken relieved and happy.
Gunna start some study tomrorow.
back really sore from sleeping on sat, and driving.
oh well. tired now, so off to bed. niiiiiiight


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House of the Bored-as-fuck-teen-who-doesnt-give-a-shit-about-housing-in-fucking-pompeii...

June 30th, 2009 (12:17 am)

 
interesting... i dunno...
http://www.vanityfair.com/online/daily/2009/06/why-was-heath-ledger-so.html

...............................

Oh god - this weekend was full of mishaps for mum and I..
I was aching after soccer. Someone obviously stepped on my foot cuz I have a bruise across it. And my arm aches from being whacked.
Mum had my coffee thermus between her legs when we were coming home and it spilt on her, and she was walking around the pavement like 'Laura, Ive wet myself!' - hilarious
The mum was cleaning, and held a bottle against her shirt, unfortunately this bottle had bleach on it so now mums black shirt has an orange ring on it.
I was leaping and dancing around my room and I whacked my toe on my bed, feels like its broken. (same foot as the one witht he bruise)
Mum was trying to get out of my room last night by leaping over my books, and she fell and had to grab the door... poor mama. but funny

...........................

Fuck, ancient is boring. but IVE FINISHED! pretty good for me and ancient. still, I havent done my english paras... oh well.

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SOCCER PREMIERS!

June 27th, 2009 (11:12 am)


Woo Wooo!! We won our soccer grand final this morning! Played Frensham and won 2 - 0!
What a brilliant way to end my soccer career lol. We've never won a soccer grand final before
 - year 7 - forgotten
 - year 8 - got to grand finals but lost (i was away)
 - year 9 - not sure
 - year 10 - rained out = joint premiers
 - year 11 - grand final drop off - lost when the other team got a goal, with like 3 people left playing
 - year 12 - VICTORY!

Frenshams were pretty brutal - they had bigs kicks and kept pushing us - but we push back harder.
There was this little fat girl who kept bashing into people, but finally katie ran into her and pushed her down. Hilarious. We all cheered so hard.
I think I did alright - Im so unfit though, I got buggered towards the end. But I defended well - I love games like this - I can let out my agression - hitting, pushing and kicking things is fucken awesome!
Mr Malin came and gave a little thank you to the yr12s at the end - that was nice.
I'm just so happy. Esp b/c soccer was possibly my favourite thing about sceggs - Im not particularly good at it but I love it and Ive always had such a good team. It makes me so happy :)


Well yeah, that was a nice high to a shoddy week...
Ive been home for the past 2.5 days.
Went in Wednesday, but felt like shit - stomach pains, trobbing head and just generally feeling like shit. I usually put up with it, but I was just so fed up and tired. 
Some people were pissing me off too...

Anyway, been resting, and still have a cold - not so good when playing soccer as it restricts breathing - but my tummys okay and my head doesnt hurt as much.

Missed modern assessment, but Ive done my sources and Im set to fail the essay, so I'll get over it - just focus on ancient and english.

So - hope to have a good weekend, b.c Im on such a high.


Whoo! Go my soccer team!!

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Jermaine Jackson confirming MJ death

June 26th, 2009 (12:31 pm)



http://www.tmz.com/2009/06/25/jermaine-jackson-michael-jackson-death/

I love Jermaine just for when he was on NMTB.
Wish them the best

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Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett

June 26th, 2009 (10:59 am)


Terribly sad that both of these people have passed away.

Knew Farrah was going to die soon but I didnt realise it was so soon. Its absolutely terrible that it had to drag out the way it did (the cancer). At least she had great support from O'Neal and it so sad that they didnt get to get married, but its great they were together..
Also - she was so fucken hot. Im sorry, but yes she was.


Also Michael Jackson... thats just shocking. It was so unexpected b.c he was doing so well..
Its just stunning to think that he - fucking Michael Jackson! - is dead.  Its like John Lennon or Elvis. They're just so ...big!
I dunno how to describe it, but I know everyone understand.. or will hear the same things from the press.


Its kinda sad that Farrah's death is going to be a little overshadowed by MJs. I mean I understand why, but at the same time..
I also hope that they dont drag out MJ death for too long. I dont mean that in a bad way, I mean it like - He's a massive icon and amazing performer blah blah, and deserves to be celebrated etc. But every radio station, and news hour and shows etc are going to be doing it, and I hope they just dont over do it, b.c then people will just be sick of hearing about it.  Do your tribute and move on. It doesnt mean your forgetting about him or getting over it, but it means people can remember him in their own way, and not just focus on what the media wants to do.
That doesnt really make sense (how I wrote it), but maybe you get it.


Mum was so sad - She said she saw MJ and the mother of his kids (sorry I dont know her name) at the Sheraton (in Sydney) once - Mum was at a ball, and the organisers asked MJ to sign a program so it could be auctioned off for charity - and he did it.
I think its those little things that are so nice.
No matter all the bad press he got, I think he was a decent human being. A little crazy, but I dunno, I hope ( and think he will be) remembered for his music etc before his ..'antics'.


Kinda wierd - Farrah a 70s icon, and Michael an 80s icon.
Mum and I think deaths come in 3's.
Maybe a 90s icon next?
Wow - that sounded bad...   I dont wish it to happen, I just think it would be .. uncanny if that were to happen.
I do not want it to happen though.
Sorry, that just sounded terrible.


(Btw - Jeff Goldblum is not dead, which is what rumours are saying.  Mum said she saw him sitting at an airport once, and he looked nice and kinda funny, so no matter what he does she's his fan)  :)

Anyway, we're all gunna read about it, so I'll end now. But yes, very awful and I wish all the best for their families right now.


Farrah Fawcett, 1947 - 2009
    




Michael Jackson, 1958 - 2009

    

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American Beauty

June 25th, 2009 (10:10 pm)
current location: living room.. couch
current song: american beauty

  I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world.
Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst.... and then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...
You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry...
You will someday.
 
 

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a cock, in a frock, on a rock


Okay....   recap:

fri 12 june - mum was out at night, so i was.. er.. home alone. watched twins (that movie is fucked up, i never liked it) and swingers (all this i love you man and iron man stuff puts me in a favreau mood)

sat 13 - won soccer - ravenswood had a good goalie, which was the only reason we werent getting tonnes of goals - we played up their half basically the whole game - believe me, i know - im the fucking goalie... no action
then came home, showered, and rugged up on the couch and watched the simpsons - very nice
drums teacher came, and i had to play in my pjs - very embarassing
then went to school play at NIDA - just terrible.  then randomly visited mums manic depressive cousin (she lives like 2 blocks away from NIDA). she was in a good mood. i havent seen her for about 2years, but shes doing well now - out of hospital - we all talked about movies and family. she knows about everyone and all the families, shes also a really good drawer and is very into zodiac/astrology things - we were talking about someone and she was like, 'yeah, hes a leo that may be why i dont like him; im a scorpio, we're just not compatible. thats why i never dated a leo'
talking about NIDA and unis, and mary was saying all the things she did at uni (went to sydney uni) - and one of them was hockey - she said she played hockey once - for the drama team, against the physiotherapist team - she said they're the best people to play against, b.c she broke her thumb and the physios took care of it lol
i was in a big mood for maccas, so mum and i did drive thru - fillet-o-fish burger and sunday - soooo fucken good
then watched trash tv all night - ie. charm school, where sharon osbourne is teaching drunken, slutty and rough women how to be ladies.... classic

sun 14 - watched movies lol - priscilla - havent seen it in soo long, fucken love it. one of my favourite movies. a great time
also watched elf.. aw... again - favreau

mon 15 - made choc crackles to bring to soccer training (on tues - but training was cancelled due to rain - so i brought them home and have been guzzling them ever since)

thurs 18 - did my drama ip - think it went well - everyone laughed and got good feedback. i actually enjoyed it. my outfit also went down a hit - thats nice. put me in a good mood.
been practicing it during the week - jake was so cute - he was sitting like the sphinx watching me - mum and i were in hysterics
had band concert this night too - year 12s were supposed to be thanked but we werent - fucking chadwick bitch - this is one of the reasons mum made me keep up band this year, so i could be thanked (we get flowers and stuff) for doing it for my whole fucking sceggs years - but no she doesnt fucking thank us!  mum was pissed off more than me and was like - well then, she wont thank you which would me alot to you, you wont go to rehearsals if they mean so much to her!
love mum
ford, kit and nov came to watch, but missed my playing lol - still, was nice of them to come.
had dinner with them afterwards - twas nice - they're nice kids and nov is nice to talk to.

fri 19 - got ancient results back - 15/20 for speech, not sure about table. pretty sure i was under average ... again. and what he said i lost marks for was what i knew i hadnt put in (if that makes sense)... i knew i was supposed to back up what i said with evidence but i didnt - i just put it in the table.. fuck laura - out in more effort and you get a decent mark... made me pretty grumpy, just b.c of my stupidity and depressed that now im so accustomed and not upset at getting under average marks - thats not good.
was home alone for some of night:
watched Walk Hard - fcken hilarious, esp beatles bit.
watched Criminal Intent with mum, and they kept calling the cat hair, cat 'dander' - we were dying of laughter lol

sat 20 - won soccer 8-0!! twas raining and muddy and i got all dirty - felt so pro lol.  so now we're def in finals! (no pressure on me as goalie...oi) better not be fucking rained out.
snuggled up on couch to simpsons again.  then dodgeball.
saw The Hangover with mum - such a fucking good movie lol - mary wants to see it so maybe ill go with her. wayyy better than i thought it would be. alan was so fucken good and the little chinese man "its funny b.c he is fat" (after alan got punched int he stomach lol)
watched Old School later on lol, god luke wilson is hot

sun 21 (...today lol)
went to chats - bought theres something about mary (last copy and $10!!) and the wrestler
went to Ford and Kits - helped them with d/l music to their mp3 players and brought them crackles. god i love them.
been driving all day - did pretty well too
mary made me a cheese sandwich, sooo fucken good
went to maccas drive thru again - got same meal - except the people were really bad
been watching tv all night - no work done, bad considering i have an eng ext assessment toms morning. oh well - will scribble some points now.

Random Stuff:
One of my wisdom teeth is coming through - i have a nice little fang at the back lol - going to dentist next tues = get off early at athletics carnny!
Feeling another one coming through on the other side, my mouth is in agony

Also been getting info and prices to go to London at end of year - veryyyyy exciting!!

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Shit, nigger owes me 12 bucks!

June 16th, 2009 (10:09 pm)

 

Chris Rock as Rufus, the thirteenth apostle who was written out of the Bible, which he attributes to racism. He knew Jesus, and claims that Jesus still owes him twelve dollars.

(from wiki - last sentence made me laugh lol)

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questions, for the hell of it.

June 14th, 2009 (10:17 pm)


1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
A. no
2) What was your dream growing up?
A. wanted to be famous (in a good way)
3) What talent do you wish you had?
A. creativity. i wish i could write stuff
4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
A. root beer. or do you mean alcoholic? a nice beer
5) Favourite vegetable?
A. cucumber
6) What was the last book you read?
A. franny and zooey
7) What zodiac sign are you?
A. libra
8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
A. piercings - doubles on ears. will get more, and tats
9) Worst Habit?
A. biting nails
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
A. probably not
11) What is your favourite sport?
A.soccer!!
12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
A. negative
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
A. freak out. not anything against you, but its happened before. i just hate to be stuck in an elevator.. seen too many movies.
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
A. cant pick one now
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
A. no idea. i love eating fries in ice cream... is that weird?
16) Do you have any pets?
A. yes - Jakeyroooo
17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
A. i never answer the door unless im expecting someone
18) What was your first impression of me?
A. i still have nfi who this is talking about
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
A. out of those two - scary. but im not terrified of them, i just think they're weird
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
A. taller (taller legs probs)
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
A. conscience
22) What colour eyes do you have?
A. blue/grey
23) Ever been arrested?
A. no
24) Bottle or can soda?
A. either
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
A. save it for travel
27) What's your favourite place to hang at?
A. i like my house. or city
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
A. sort of.
29) Favourite thing to do in your spare time?
A. watch movies
30) Do you swear a lot?
A. yes
31) Biggest pet peeve?
A. people who walk slowly or argumentative people - have an opinion on everything, always share it, cant be wrong
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
A. dunno
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
A. yeh
35) Do you believe in God?
A. fuck off
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
A. i dont know who you are, but im gunna post it for the hell of it

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33rd street and you make me feel like a natural woman

June 11th, 2009 (07:55 pm)
exhausted

current mood: exhausted
current song: heater.. mmm

gunna cuddle into bed now, but before i do, i felt like posting about today:
i hated my drama ip but people liked it so that made me feel a bit better about it
modern - more cold war - i love it
english was hilarious - while reading caesar we did accents
 - mattie = cassius - british
 - lisa = brutus - scottish
 - me = casca - american  (like typical california teen)
 - mr britten = various characters - south african, bronx, southern
twas a good time lol.

got business back - 17/20. pretty good. that means i get $25 from mum!
had detention - lol, i was late to it.... i was late to a detention i was getting for lateness.... hilarious
sat behind grace and talked about ancient myths.
actually did work. fuck i need detention more often.

hot dogs, saspy for dinnr and watched easties.
buggered now. ive worked late both nights so im sleeping now.
gunna watch either sarah marshall or old school in warm bed, with tea and knit.
lovely

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slappin da bass


Saturday:
nice sleep in. hung around (i cant really remember).  met georgia in the city (40mins late, im so ashamed).  Went to JB - I got The Mask and XMen 2.
Then we saw I Love You, Man - oh how we laughed. very nice film lol
I threw up right in his face
The tase of betrayal
Joben
License to Sell
Dont make him angry, you wont like it when he's angry
You even scared my dog
Be there in a jiff - why did you say that - i dunno, ive never said that in my life
I'll see you there or i'll see you another time - you're better than that
Why does everything I do sound Irish?

Moving on lol...
Went back to georgia. Watched Jackass, Royal Tenenbaums and Seinfeld. Had some Pure Blonde. Slept

Sunday:
Went to Chats JB - got Forgetting Sarah Marshall
Drove mum to Bunning - we got ladder. That was fun, it was even fun explaining it...
Drove around a bit more.
Went to Thai for dinner - had my tofu stir fry. So fucken good. I was so full that I felt like I was gunna throw up, but it was so worth it.
Watched Mean Girls with mum tonight. Fuck I love it lol.  Then watched Be Kind Rewind. Another great one.
Feel like watching Knocked Up - maybe tomorrow/later today.

Feeling like a movie day tomorrow.  Fuck yeah long weekend!
Lovin bubble trouble, grab.com and solitare - fucken make my life.

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have you seen my baseball?


well...
business assignment was due thurs - id been so rushed in finishing ancient and drama that I didnt get to start business till wed night.  was going til 2 am and mum was up with me.  she got crazy and cranky and wrote a note for me to get an extention. i was bawling my eyes out (silently, as to not wake mother) for an hour then.
business teacher and head of dept allowed me to have it, they're soo nice. wouldnt get that in any other dept. I finished it last night, and it looked all nice, and I handed it in today.
Also yesterday - spent lunchtime with Georgia quoting the mask, theres something about mary and old school. oh and... blow...
'his name was jung' ... id buy it!

long goddamn day. but got a long weekend now, so ill get over it.
business - just talked about people, formal and yr 12 dinner, teachers etc. pretty good.
at the end of school this song started booming in the w building - Mr pacey had put on some song singing 'love the planet' or somethign, for world environment day. it has made my week.
hilrious and beautiful lol
jazz band - ick ick. but we play cool songs, but stil...

felt like borrowing dvds but fell asleep on bus and didnt feel like dvds after that.
played monopoly again with mum tonight.
feel like watching a dvd. mmm...

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news

June 2nd, 2009 (04:17 pm)

 

This is crazy... Same day!  And.. thats fucken old!

I'm a Wynona fan. Love Heathers, but a remake... really!?

Thats scary. Fucken planes...

This man is crazy, but cool. I'd like the title 'spiderman', and lol - 'sticky fingers'

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surely they would've noticed the snowy alps before getting to Brrr St

May 31st, 2009 (09:34 pm)
stressed

current mood: stressed
current song: everybody knows - leonard cohen


Just have to get this all out of me....

Wednesday - bus strike - well for my depot - i was so excited cuz i had a reason to be late - but mary drove me  in and we were there on time. so upset.  I got a notice for detention but dont think I should have it - must check up on that.

Friday - went slowly as usual. not too bad though. boring though.  Form photo in morning, how painful.  Really want my yearbook NOW! Watched the Wiggles in business, that was a good laugh.  Ancient last was fun - we were all in good moods so It was an upbeat lesson, but god the egyptians were fools - the wheel was invented but they decided not to use it to haul the 2tonne bricks on top of each other. they so didnt build the pyramids lol.

Sat - playing soccer at frensham - we left 10mins late whihc caused us to be 1hr and 20mins late for the game.  I was driving, so on the motorway i could only go 80km but if mum was driving she couldve done 110!
Mum got bad directions so we ended up going the wrong way, which didnt help with timing.  End result - I got to the game with 5min left. I played those 5mins too lol.  twas fucking FREEZING! and the girls were tough - my kinda game.. I love running into people and just kicking ... i dunno.. passive aggressive. it was 0-0, so we are still undefeated!
I drove home again. lol.. nice break. got in 4.5hrs of driving total though.  I was in agony though. I swear to god those car trips arent as long when you are the passenger.
Wasted time at home - bad laura, but half the day was gone by then anyway.
then went babysitting - kids had grown up since last time and were really nice and old enough that we didnt have to play stupid games. so it was a pretty decent night and I got $60 out of it!!

Sunday - up early - drove to Anne and Jeros - had to ask Jero about business stuff... oh yeah, on Fri night I changed my business report to Macquarie Bank from Napoleon cuz the Napo. people gave me shit... they were actually fucken rude, so Im not very impressed - they fucked me round for 2 weeks then gave me nothing - DONT SHOP AT NAPOLEON - THEY EMPLOY IDIOTS!!!  So Jero is head of HR at Mac Bank - why didnt I think of this earlier - so I got info out of him. This will be much better!
Hung around there a bit, then went to Mary's - had to return car.
She showed us clothes she bought at a massive sale - beauuttiiiful jackets.  Mum got to keep one (for us all to share), so nice, looks like Chanel. And she gave me one out of her wardrobe cuz she never wears it. Dunno when I will, but I want to.
Walked to Chats - JB and Borders offered me nothing!
Been working on English!! Not too bad, but will be toms when i only have 50mins.
Also got ancient - fucked for that!!

Must go - fucken tired and neeed to work still!!

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soccer: the musical

May 26th, 2009 (10:45 pm)

dead fucking tired.
long and tedious day.
soccer was pretty fun - worked on our shift, defence put 'D's on our shorts with masking tape lol - inner rivalry.  i was goalie-ing and they were kicking the ball too close and hard, so i ran away from the goals lol.
came home - mary told me how when she tried to take jake for a walk this morning, he got out of the lead and ran and attacked some dog (a dog he's attacked before!), so mare mare had to pick him up and carry him home lol. she said she was embarrased and petrified.  lol, oh poor mary.
i dont know what jake has against this dog, but mum hates the owner, so maybe its just a thing between them.
you know how people say owners look like their pets - this woman is exactly like her dog its not funny lol.

watched easties, top model and lie to me.
havent done work. dont really care.  i have a massive headache and my eyes sting from tiredness.
locked in for babysitting on sat... urgh, but i do get $$
gotta get photos together!
also gotta sort out detention. and get a late note for today lol.. oh shit.

too much to think about. goodnight. 

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rowing in my pleasure boat

May 25th, 2009 (08:16 pm)
chipper

current location: bed
current mood: chipper
current song: Rumble Fish



Mum left for Melbourne this morning, yet I miss her already. Lol, we had a nice parting, well, me listening to her break a glass and swear alot lol.
Raced this morning - getting Jake out and getting myself ready.
Saw Tess on the bus, and she ran to form, so I felt I had to fun to form, but I had a longer way to go, which proved my lack of fitness lol. Wayland wasnt happy that I was late and didnt have a late note, but I just got a detention for late notes, which I find quite unfair, esp cuz I didnt have knowledge that I was getting penalty point - if I did I may've tried to not be late!  Also, I got one in the time before they said they would start giving penalty points for lateness!!
Bastards.  Now I'm bitter all over again.

English was okay - got our assessment, not too bad, but at the same time.. pretty bad.  Drama quite nice - just listened to music and filled out my log book.  Printed Eng Ext at recess - god, I was up till 1.30 finishing that. Okay - If I can finish that in about 5 hrs, why don't I do it days before and save the mad rush of the night before! For shame Laura. Must try to do better for my 4 ASSESSMENTS NEXT WEEK!!
Ancient was decent - just watched Bob Briar again :)
I'm so naming my son Sneferu, 'the George Washington of his time'.  Our family can go into the pyramid building business!


Left at lunch.  Got coffee with Georgia at Starbucks - 1. Havent been to bucks in so long, very nice.  2. Whoo, Georgia had coffee!  I understand if you don't become a coffee lover, like myself, but I'm glad you've tried it!!
Mary's staying over while Mums away.
Went to get Jake from the side today and there was a dead rat.  So sad, I started crying, it was like... dead. I dunno, it made me so sad.  Then Mare Mare scooped it up and threw it out.  :'(
Also - couldn't get AC/DC tickets, and they've announced another concert, but mum doesnt have the money, and is like, 'well I've seen them twice already so I don't really mind'.... Fuck, I mind!
Now I can't see S+G or ACDC.   :'(

Anyway - just had a nice talk with Mary about my Drama IP, she's directing it for me lol.  And about philosophy and psychology.  And Boston Legal lol.  Oh we do love it.
Been d/l songs and movies and tv shows.  Also been looking up all different fashion stuff. Oh I've become addicted... no work for Laura tonight!
My back, neck, left arm and shoulders are in agony... damn hunching.  I must get an early and comfortable nights sleep...  maybe with hot water bottle?  It fits nicely in my suit.

I have energy now, but its like over tired energy, so I'll be dead tomorrow.  God, I have fucking soccer.  Oh well, I know I'll love it when I get there.

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IMDB Daily Poll

May 25th, 2009 (05:53 pm)
current song: Tropic Thunder

 

I like these. Pretty good.

From "ElMaruecan82"'s list of 25 "classic three-words movie quotes," which is the most iconic?

 Votes 
"Bond. James Bond." -- Dr. No
311
(42.0%)
"Why so serious?" -- The Dark Knight
123
(16.6%)
"Run Forrest, Run!" -- Forrest Gump
108
(14.6%)
"E.T Phone Home." -- E.T.: The Extra-Terrestrial
36
(4.9%)
"Klaatu Barada Nikto!" -- The Day the Earth Stood Still
19
(2.6%)
"Game over, man!" -- Aliens
16
(2.2%)
"Forget about it." -- Donnie Brasco
13
(1.8%)
"Bring me everyone." -- Leon
12
(1.6%)
"Good Morning, Vietnam!" -- Good Morning Vietnam
11
(1.5%)
"You complete me." -- Jerry Maguire
11
(1.5%)
"Sir, yes Sir!" from Full Metal Jacket
10
(1.4%)
"Somebody stop me!" -- The Mask
9
(1.2%)
"This is This." -- The Deer Hunter
8
(1.1%)
"Is it safe?" -- Marathon Man
8
(1.1%)
"One Millions Dollars!" -- Austin Powers: International Man of Mystery
7
(0.9%)
"We rob banks." -- Bonnie and Clyde
6
(0.8%)
"Be the Ball." -- Caddyshack
6
(0.8%)
"Etcetera, etcetera, etcetera" --The King and I
5
(0.7%)
"Follow the Money" -- All the President's Men
4
(0.5%)
"We belong Dead" -- Bride of Frankentein
4
(0.5%)
"God was wrong!" -- Bigger than Life
4
(0.5%)
"What a dump." -- Beyond the Forest
4
(0.5%)
"Shane! Come Back!" -- Shane
2
(0.3%)
"This is nothing!" -- Wag the Dog
2
(0.3%)
"Match me, Sydney." -- Sweet Smell of Success
1
(0.1%)

 


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One flew east, one flew west...

May 24th, 2009 (03:15 pm)
calm

current location: bed
current mood: calm
current song: One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest

 

Drove to Dee Why this morning - Had brunch (lol i hate that word, i feel like a wanker saying it).  The beach was so nice, twas nice just sitting there, so mum and I have made sunday our going to the beach day.
Drove home via Chatswood and I bought My Dog Skip, love that movie, makes me cry. So cute, so sad.
Sitting at home now - gotta so eng ext. I'd rather spend all afternoon/night on it though than just finish it now lol. Lets not fight the inevitable.
Watching Cuckoos Nest again. May knit a bit.
Shit - gotta learn drama lines cuz I'm performing tomorrow. Shit fuck.
Oh wells...

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